Well it looks like one door is closing, but I don't see any windows opening... Which hallway do I go down to find this window that is suppose to open?
What am I talking about? Well it looks like we might be coming off the road... unless we decide to pack everything we want to keep in a storeroom and sell everything else. Which at this point, I would go for, but it would just about destroy Gary I think (I could be wrong about that though). That would take us out of most of our debt and we wouldn't have to worry about a 'place' to maintain or the bills that go with one... just a storeroom. The hard part about that though - the place has been where he grew up, we raised our daughter, we built a new house. We were hoping for it to be our 'nest egg' and for it to be passed down... yeah... well at this point, I don't see that happening. However, maybe it is for the best... fresh starts and all that. Learning how not to hang on to the past... OK - I'm trying to blow rainbows up my backside - but I have to do something or I feel like I will fall in such a slick walled well that I might not be able to get out of it.
So I'm requesting prayers for that window to have some light shining in it... so I know where to look... and until then I will just put one foot in front of the other and continue on...
Prayers for that window and for your not falling into a slick walled well!
ReplyDeleteWe know all about fresh starts. Things looked pretty bleak for us a year or so ago. Giving up the house was hard on us, especially Carol. Like you guys, it was her dream house and meant to be passed on. Didn't happen. Thought maybe the RV lifestyle was the answer...wrong again. We lucked out and found a great house to rent and got a fantastic landlord in the bargain. Had to buy all new everything. We had put nothing from the house in storage...all we owned was in the RV. Things are going well for us now and they will for you again. Sometimes you have to let some things go to move on. It's tough, but so are you two!!
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