Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Interesting coincidence? I don't think so...

I just noticed something... every time I watch 'The Biggest Loser' I tend to shovel food in my face.  I just did it again.  I wasn't hungry - I just had some eggs for God's sake - but I pulled more out of my lunch box because..... I don't know why.  Maybe their struggles and pain mirror mine so much I'm trying to medicate myself so I don't hurt with them?  Sounds possible - I think this is something I need to look at closer, and I was doing so good not pushing that 'full' feeling.  Kinda disappointed in myself... yeah - work in progress.

1 comment:

  1. LOL...OK, I'm not laughing AT you, I'm laughing WITH you because Tuesday night, I came home from church and I always record TBL and then watch it when I get home. As I'm watching it, I realized that I'm sitting there eating Burger King at 9:30 at night while tears are coming to my eyes because I can SO relate to the struggles and feelings they all face. Sometimes I watch that show and it's the biggest motivator ever and I want to go to the gym and join in with them but other times it just makes me think, it's too hard and if I can't beat it, I might as well join it and just give in.